Have you ever suffered from a broken heart?

@loganevora

I would, but am too scared to post this on the open forum. I see you are a listener so am happy to discuss in 1:1 chat as this leads to a current anxiety which I am having at present which I havnt even told my current listener because Im too ashamed but will discuss with you if you are serious about wanting to understand if this will help you. Hope you have a peaceful night.

I haven't been here in a while. I've been busy dealing with the craziness of buying this stupid house. it only gets worse. the electric was shut off, the ac broke, the yard got flooded I got totally drunk and made an ass out of myself in front of my neighbors my son.

I can't tell my abusive bf to go, every time I thinkI have the courage, he completely takes me off guard and trys to convince me it's all in my insecurities, he hasn't had a phone in 3 weeks. he must be going through whore withdrawal. I'm sure he has been talking to them through work. it really doesn't matter any more. I'd rather be dead than have to deal with this heartbreak.

I've read book after book about narcissism, he fits just about every description possible. I just can't get him to leave.

I've contacted the local shelters I've talked to the abuse hotline. I've sent emails and text, I've cried and cried. I am lost in my sole that is as empty as the world is big.

I just still want to lay down go to sleep and never wake up. I don't know any other way to stop the pain.

@loganevora

yes! most of my life actually! but I love to view the positive things about it! :D it keeps me happy talking to amazing people on 7 cups such as you! :D but yes I understand how it feels though :(

so many times