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I really want a to be in a relationship but at the same time I don’t want to be in one. I always imagine what it would be like but I’m to shy to actually talk to anyone. It’s frustrating because I want one but not enough to actually do something about it. And I’m the type of person who has always kept to myself and never really focused on anyone else so I’ve never even had a crush before(except for celebrity crushes).
@Bangtan713 I think getting into a relationship requires not only that you want to socialize, but that it actually fits. I think this kind of thing is random, after all, you said that you sometimes want and sometimes don't, so I don't think you need to force yourself to socialize or anything like that. Go with your gut. I think it's best to let yourself push yourself.