This is just another rant/vent post

Hi guys, so m from d Asia-Pacific region. Few yrs back I met a guy hu was initially nice but turned out to be really toxic later on. As of now we are no longer in touch n I keep having this feeling of ennui. I feel like my heart is broken n I won't find d one fr me. It's silly but I guess I don't deserve love *cries*. This is so painful.