The one that broke my heart

I thought everything was okay, I didn't have any jealousy. I trusted you with my heart. You left me. For another man. You were unfaithful throughout our marrage. I dont know why. I have found a wonderful woman that I married. I have jealousy. Im Insecure. I fear that she is cheating on me and going to leave me, when she isn't. The smallest thing makes me think she is unfaithful. All because of the selfish choice you made. I have a wonderful woman that means the world to me that I have pushed so far away from me now. I tell myself she is not you. But i still have the fear of her cheating and leaving me for someone.