Just missing my ex
Just missing my ex, even though it’s been a year since he cheated. Even though he’s moved on and I haven’t contacted him since last Christmas. I hate myself for missing him. I hate myself even more for loving him still. Time has made it easier to live with the pain, and on some occasions, forget it’s there. But it’s still there, and I still break down in tears because of the conflict in my heart between the longing for his presence, and reality. I know not many people will get to experience a love so wild and all-consuming. We loved each other more than we loved ourselves, and the insecurity led us to latch on to other people, hoping to find a copy of what we lost after we fell apart. The distance strained an already mountainous pile of unresolved issues. I don’t know if, in different circumstances, we would have survived, but frankly, I don’t care. All I know right now is that I miss him, and there’s nothing I could do but continue to miss him.
@yellowTree9 thank you so much for being here and letting us hear your story dear, hugs from here, you are healing gracefully, trust the process, I know at some time you feel the pain of what was lost, a passionate relationship shared, and know that you can have that again, you are so loving just reading what you wrote here, and you're desire to have that same type of love will come to you again. Here's more healing hugs when you feel tearing up again, which is totally okay by the way 😊💛