Clinic Loneliness
I am a person that values relationships but I got hurt pretty bad and now I am stuck on avoiding any type of relationship out of fear. Being single is less drama and peaceful but I get the feeling that is unfair that I'm doomed to a life of singlehood because nobody will ever spark my interest. I have to mention that I am incapable of feeling love I get attached yes, it's familiar but I never loved, the betrayal just made me less likely to love. When I see a happy couple I cry I will never have that I am destined to walk the Earth alone as I was born alone and I was abandoned by my family, i was never loved.
Why do you think you're incapable of love? I understand where you are coming from. It's hard to be open bc it means we risk being hurt. But when we close off like that we miss opportunities to interact with someone in a way that helps us heal those yucky beliefs.