All Alone
Hello,
it's almost 6 months ago. I had a very nice relationship. It was my first one and i was very nervous and unsure about if im doing anything wrong. We chatted a lot almost all day. But it felt always like im trying my best and he doesn't. And then suddenly he blocked me fully and stopped chatting with me. I don't even know what i did wrong and now i blame myself for everything i may did wrong. It hurts also because it felt like a special relationship which i never get again. Thats why i stopped searching for a new one, im staying all alone again but it starts hurting to be alone now.
after all the time it still hurts maybe you can help me a bit.
Hey Benjamin,
don't blame yourself. You cared too much and he didn't. Right now he's probably trying to find another new relationship without thinking about you at all and it sucks so much. As an optimistic friend of mine once said, "don't let a bad relationship ruin all the relationships you could build in the future." Maybe it's hard to think in a positive right now, but trying is a big step from laying in our misery. I wish you all the best and I hope that someday you find somebody who will remember you for being the most caring person they will ever meet.