I wish...

I wish I could love myself and smile a real smile and I wish I was at peace with myself because deep down I know all this self hatred isn't worth it ..

I wish I could just be happy for once.

I wish I could help everyone that has an illness.

i wish i could always do what i want and never be pressured into doing something i don't and feel guilty about it...

I completely understand.

You ARE beautiful - beyond it, actually! Never forget.

I wish I could be whole again. I wish I could be safe on my own.

I wish I didn't feel so alone all the time and I knew what was wrong with me. I wish i knew why I cry all the time for no reason. Why my anxiety is always controlling my life. I wish I could be happy all of the time but in reality whenever I'm alone Im really sad...I wish I knew how to make myself happy...

I wish I can make my family and myself go back to being healthy.

I wish I wasn't lonely, I wish I could cry, and that emotions felt more real. I wish colors were bright and i don't feel like I am looking through a glass window, but most of all I wish I had some one to hold onto.

I don't know how to introduce my new boyfriend to the mother of my children who am still married to. I really want to be happy but i dont know what to do. I want to be with my love (boyfriend) but i am stuck in this relationship, i dont want to divorce her because i dont want to put my children through that circus. This situation am in sucks!