Afraid of kissing and more
I'm attracted to guys, but when i notice i have a chance(which is not really often, nearly never) i act weird and try to keep distance because i think of what happens when you are in a relationship when you are spending your time. Because it's not just about spending time together but also kissing and maybe sex. And i like to have a real relationship and find someone to love but me kissing someone scares me as fuc*. I've never kissed anyone eventhough i am 17, i was always kind of afraid...
Any experiences/tipps/etc.?
Actually I'm in the same predicament as you except I have been kissed before but when you do get in a relationship just take things slow
But it feels like I destroy it before romance could have happened because I am too afraid of it 
@animalShiny52
Maybe you can find people who are willing to start off as friends😃?
Omg I can kinda relate! I'm 14 and I like guys but whenever I'm around them I A L W A Y S try to avoid them. And when I do have the chance to talk to them I have extreme anxiety!!! It's so frustrating. I can never get close to guys. My last guy friend was when I was 12 :( ugh
I am 25 and I can really relate to how you are feeling. I was basically afraid of guys until nearly the end of high school (and so of course by the time I was actually attracted to someone they were taken and most of my classmates had decided I was not worth the effort).
I did try a relationship just out of high school, but I wasn't even able to cope with long hugs, let alone anything more. Eventually he moved on.
I tried again a couple of years later and he was really patient with me and took things really slow. I was able to kiss him, though it never felt quite right. And eventually we went further, which I mostly just found painful. That relationship ended badly.
I have tried long distance, which worked for a while but eventually people want more.
These days I am just sticking with having friends and not getting into relationships.
I have also considered the fact that it could be that I am just not that into guys, as I sometimes find myself attracted to women, though I am yet to try it...
Anyway, I'm sorry I can't really offer you any advice as such. I just want you to know that you are not alone, and it might take a bit of time to work things out and that's ok
@BellasHuman thanks, knowing that i'm not alone helps me also a lot. But now(nearly 18) , i am at the point where i could imagine doing intimate things, although i'm still afraid. I wish you the best that you will find your way :)