Vent

I cannot even begin to tell you how messed up I am when it comes to my relationship. I do not feel secure and I cannot talk to my boyfriend about any of my problems because he gets way too defensive and he doesn’t think that I am reaching out for help from him he thinks that I am picking a fight, but I tell him my insecurities when it comes to our relationship and how I want to be a part of his life and I want to feel important like he treats his friends on the game and like he treats people at work, but when it comes time for him to spend time with me he has no time and if I try to make time, he thinks that I’m going to kill his battery if I want to be on FaceTime with him and he said that he wants to save his battery to work out even though we have chargers at home at this point I feel like he doesn’t even want to be around me.