The end of one chapter and the beginning of a new one. The end of one chapter and the beginning of a new one.

Hi everyone,

I have posted in this community for quite a few situations in my relationship which has gone back-and-forth for the past three years and we just recently celebrated our one year anniversary of marriage. Things felt to have gotten better and recent months, except for our financial struggles, which ultimately ended our relationship as of a couple days ago. This was a agreement between us that maybe we just weren’t made for each other, and in the beginning of our relationship, I felt like we weren’t made for each other, but then I slowly fell in love with him, and my heart feels like it is ripped out of my chest.

It has only been a couple of days, but I feel so anxious that I can’t eat my heart and chest hurt and I feel like I was never wanted and I have no idea how to cope with it but at the same time I feel lighter knowing that I don’t have the stress of someone else’s financial problems on me as well. I don’t know how to cope and we don’t hate each other but I hate that after so long I now want him to be the one. After all this time, I have really do love him and I don’t know how to let him go.