Married to the Wrong Man

Despite that title sounding awful, I love my husband and we have been married for almost a year now but have together for three. He is a good person but deep down I have always known he was never my person if that makes sense. He makes me happy but there are some issues in our marriage that are hard to ignore like finances.

The man I truly think is my person, I left three years ago before meeting my husband. We felt more in tune with each other but we broke up over distance but I never stopped loving him.

He has recently came back up in my life as a friend but I can’t help but feel regret and sad that I missed my opportunity with him and to feel at peace and happy. I feel awful because I love my husband and don’t want to ruin a marriage even though it was already falling apart. But I know I was happier with this other guy. I don’t what to feel or do and I don’t want to hurt anyone but I also want to finally be happy and not have the serious problems I have in my marriage.