Love Bad Luck
Years pass and I still cant keep a man loyal and crazily in love with me. Getting tired of being used like a toy.
@crimsonShade8192
Is that what you think is what is happening with other people? where does your idea of what you want come from?
I mean some have long term relationships but it takes work and the crazily in love stage passes for everyone to a more comfortable partnership relationship. some say boring love phase i think it is just more a comfortable phase.
What goes wrong in your relationships? do you get bored and want it to end or do they leave ?
what falls apart? finding that out is key.....
I knew of a person who just loved the flirtatious and fun getting to know you dating phase but when it became real it all fell apart.
The moment I met you, I fell in love with you. It has been three years since that day. We are together for three years. I tell you everyday that I love you, you tell me everyday that you love me. Sometimes we fight, we argue, we keep our distance and we are connected too. I love what we have, I love the sweetness, the sourness, the spice, the bitter relation we have. You love animals, you love anime, you love the songs sometimes those are weird as well, you love movies and can remember the exact dialogue, you are sensitive, you are masculine and you can touch your feminine side as well. You have no flaws, yet you have many, I can live with those flaws if I like the roller coaster ride. To be honest, sometimes it is tiring, the fault is not yours, the fault is mine. I check the hours between your last text and recent reply, I wait for the calls and count the hours doing nothing yet I have to do so many things. I keep thinking about you, stressing about you all the time. I even feel that you are pulling away from me and have fallen in love with someone else, I keep chasing you, sometimes in my head and sometimes in the real world. I got latched to you, maybe because I don't have a father figure who is emotionally supportive, with whom I have distance. I have nothing, but you have everything which I don't. Your parents love you, you are their only child, they accept you and me like their own. Somewhere I cannot decide, Whether you are so nice or just acting nice. You are too nice for me. I cannot leave you because I cannot feel my breath when you aren't near me. But I want you to leave me or for something which I might get help from to leave. Relationships are supposed to be simple. I sometimes love the love we have, sometimes I cannot decide what to do with it, sometimes I just want to leave. I love you. my dear love, I love you so much, and in the end, I will let you.
