Long Distance Relationship Jealousy Help

I need help on how to deal with these feelings I have. My husband and I were once a long distance relationship. We closed that distance several years ago by meoving up to his state.. The problem is I'm jealous he gets to have his family, his friends, everything that makes him happy.. Whenever we have family gatherings for the holidays. I try to enjoy them but it brings me down so bad cause I wish I could do the same with my family... Just that thought why does he get everything while I'm here unhappy? I wish I was closer to my family.. I don't know how to cope with these feelings.. I love him to death, and want to be a good wife to him but sometimes these feelings eat me alive..