@matchaLover89
Nice to meet you Celine, I'm Nesto. Thank you for the kind words and reassurance. It was a toxic relationship (as all of mine seem to be) so yes, it was for the best. She's in some real emotional pain and must be going through something terrible in private that she never shared with me, that's why I had to end it. Even though she betrayed and hurt me, I can forgive her if she's willing to get her life sorted out. I don't think I can ever date her again, but forgiveness is definitely on the table.
I actually just finished writing her a letter explaining that but in much greater detail. I'm not sure how she's going to react to it, but I'm just hoping she seeks the help that she needs.