Life goes on I suppose

Well it’s been a week since I was blocked by the person I thought I was going to spend my life with. We were both going through things and he requested a break because I started getting frustrated that we kept having to cancel plans. However, he would still message me every few days on this break so I started to get confused and in my head about it, and I snapped and said something I should have just kept to myself. He responded and blocked/deleted me on everything before I could reply. It hurt but oh well. I haven't cried since then but I just feel numb. I guess it's something he felt like he had to do. Must be nice to let go so easily…