Just a normal day

i wake up this morning, to hear mom saying "my time is done anyway, ill be leaving soon!" then her husband saying "i wish u could get off here sooner". Find my mom crying out there. Dad starts yelling to a point i know he will beat her. worst part is dad made me seem stupid infront of my mom too. Anyway, i get up and look at the mirror idk why, trying to find some answers of idk what probably? try crying but cant no more. get out of room, realise, brother doesnt talk to my no more, moms disappointed cuz of me, dads always a messed up idiot who makes me hate myself, and im here now hating myself even more. i decide not to eat nothing no more today cuz i deserve it. i reach school, try avoiding every friend. sit here in the back of class trying to avoid everything. i was never this way.. teachers giving disappointed looks on my missing projects and hws and why im this way now. i realise how much of a failure i am then, as a daughter and a student and a sister. then realise how miserable me and my life is now. id rather be dead in the grave by myself atp