counting down my days

hey yall its been a while since i logged in and i hope you guys are doing great. i can not sleep cuz a lot of things are in my head right now especially ones concerning my friends and if you guys wanna stick around and read feel free too and if you have any advice please i beg drop anyways:

So first problem is that I have a concert tomorrow and the person im going with has *** talked me in the past and now i feel really uncomfortable with her because i have been friends with her for almost 5 years and shes been through a lot during middle school and i stayed by her side and helped her and now shes *** talking behind my back. Currently we have camp for the sport we do and shes been trying to talk to me since I distanced myself away from her... *** shes trying to rebuild the relationship...

Second problem is kinda more recent so i have a lunch group lets call them n and s they are also in the same sport but s joined last year while me and n have been doing it for 2 years. For those who are in any performing arts and in sports i can guarantee there is a social hierarchy in any shape or form. Unfortunately im lowkey at the bottom lol and n is at the top while s is climbing up there since they are both in varsity and im in jv and *** we are ok outside of the sport but inside they seem to ignore me because they are closer to the varsity people while im with the jv people. all the jv friends i made left the sport so i dont really have any friends and n and s just leave me lowkey. Like they are always together but i didnt really mind it since it always happens outside the sport like in a trio there is always a duo. an example is one year s wanted to surprise n for her b day but when we appeared to surprise her door, n was telling s how she thought it was weird when s rejected her invitation to hang just the 2 of them... anyways back to the story! anyways in camp i been kinda lonely and wouldnt even try to talk to them because even if i did they wouldnt hang out with me since they have better people to hang out with. anyways my mom and n's mom are really close and n's mom recently asked me if i was going to disney because n said i was going. I knew n, s, and 2 other people are going to disney together since s told me but they never invited me. I felt kinda hurt since 1. they never invited me 2. n used my name since she knew her mom would let her buy the ticket if she told her mom i was gonna go with s as well. the first reason isnt that much of a big deal but the second reason is because last year our mutual friend got in trouble by her parents and blamed it on me since her parents dont know me and i told them that i wasnt fond with people using my name to get away with ***. (the mutual friend i was ok with it since ik her situation at home isnt that great and she told me herself and felt guilty about it but i just told her to not do it again in the future.) Ya idk what do because during the season i really have no one and the last 2 weeks of camp we have to stay for 8 hours so idk who to eat lunch with.......

anyways ya.........those who made it this far that would like to give suggestions please do. i hope you guys have a good day and dont forget to hydrate! thank you