continuing chat w/ Lumie the Legend

lol yes i always get the feeling u read everything i write and that's rlly nice

those ppl that skip everything and only reply to the very last thing get on my nerves

yepp i didn't clean yet but i intend to today while listening to ur playlist bc i know it will be great motivation for me

dont be sorry, you can post whichever way u want to

lol nah ur the nicest Lumie not me. but thank you. i really do mean it yeah, id prefer to talk to you and i do believe you're so BOMB

oh rlly? okay i will check out that playlist for sure Lumie

nahh ur the bomb

yeah she does. i had sumone ask me why did u send ur gf up here

i said i didn't send her up here she came up here herself

livi has been crazy to me in the past when we used to argue.

like one time livi and i were arguing over text and i stopped texting her she came over 2 my house and banged on the door rly hard and cussin me out

my mom was like why is ur crazy gf banging on the door at night

but at that time i was annoyed. we used to fight

one time we got kicked outta sonic bc i knocked her slushee out her hand cuz she said a rude comment and she got mine and threw it at me and the ppl told us leave

back when livi and i fought i used 2 think she was annoying and naggy but im glad we both matured a little and learned how to fight without insults/yelling

she used to throw stuff at me a lot like pillows lmao and looking back on that too i find that funny.

we dont hold grudges on each other we just laugh about it and how dumb it all was

i looked it up and i didnt know that people in India were shorter

lol that's kinda weird/cool to imagine that sum countries see Americans as tall

thanks Ria!

ikr livi is very cute. shes cute asfffffff

idk why shes w/ me. ill tel rn that shes way outta my league. but she loves me for who i am

shes not materialistic

sumtimes when she introduces me to ppl, they give me this look. like they weren't expecting that

i used to feel not good enough for her & try to hard to impress her but idc anymore bc i trust livi a lot and feel rlly stable in the relationship

my fav thing about livi is her confidence its very attractive to me. and i like how shes sweet. sum ppl think shes mean but she has a very nice loving heart

yeah livi likes basketball, she was on a basketball team in highschool.

u know wats interesting a lot of girl where i live are bsiexual and date girls. actually the majority of them

i think might be bc where i live that's encouraged

ppl where i live look down on males being together bc of thae "u need to be tough" mentality

but they think girls together is sexy and not an issue

personally i dont look down on any sexuality. the only thing i look down on is pedophiles

okie now I'll answer questions :D okay this is harder from phone lol

have u gotten ur wisdom tooth take out?

yeah, no lol. I have never had any wisdom tooth taken out. I have seen some funny videos on YouTube for this tho lol. what about you?

wats ur fav holiday?

definitely christmas. it's the one holiday we spend with my paternal family. no hate on my maternal family but I like my paternal family more. the food is the best with them XD I do like my maternal side cousins though because they're around the same age as me. I'm the second eldest in the paternal side and guess who the little cousins like more? my brother, he's the eldest. so I just yeet. I hope this wasn't so jumbled lol. my lil cousins do play with me too tho. they can be nice.

do u get sick easily or are u usually healthy? ever had the flu?

I don't get sick easily, luckily. but I do get sick from time to time, and when I do, I don't like it. it's never so bad though. once I had typhoid, that was bad. I had lots of antibiotics given to me and I was tired af during that entire time. I had worse nightmares too. I didn't take care of my food intake at that time so that's bad. if I ever get it again, it will be worse. I hope I don't. I never had the flu, nope. I do feel in generally healthy in respect to diseases, othewise? I do okay. not the healthiest person lol but trying. do you get sick easily, Nick?

wat do u hope ur future looks like?

bright :D lol. okay so I'll try to describe it. I want to be living in a nice flat, alone or with a partner, maybe best friend, either wow what if they're both lol. I'll be eating healthy, buying my own groceries, going out for walks. I want to be living at a nice place where there is enough sunlight. I hope to be meeting a lot of friends constantly, I don't want to isolate myself. I hope I'll be studying what I really want in college and be a better student. stay in touch with family. travel a lot (lot). workout a lot, dance a lot. sing and have my partner listen to my terrible voice lmao. yeah, there's some other things but these are nice.

wats something on ur bucket list u want to do?

I actually have a bucket list diary. it has a lot of things. some are places that I want to visit, I don't remember the names but they're beautiful. it's a beach that looks lit up, blue, I think. it's so dang beautiful Mareo, I'll check and tell you the names soon. I also have listed be a bridesmaid for my best friend lol, and marry someone, I think I have written marry my best friend but I dunno. I have becoming a psychologist on my bucket list. being on cruise (I have been), I think I have also added that I'd like to wear a bikini lol, but god knows how that will go lol. a bunch of random stuff haha.

wats ur fav food and drink?

fav food is pizza and chicken! anything with chicken and cheese lol. but I can eat anything. fav drink would be coffee and tea. I don't think I like drinking anything else much. maybe some fruit juices - mango, pineapple, apple.

are u religious at all?

technically I am Christian, I guess? I don't know. I think I have been baptized at a young age, but some people say you get baptized later I don't really know lol. I'm dumb in regards to that. but I'm not religious, I'd like to say I'm spiritual though. I believe there is no God, but there is some presence that we don't know of. I think there was a word for people like me. wait lemme google. agnostic, yes. so I am that. I am still exploring my belief system though. I'm learning some things about the bible and stuff. not to follow Christianity, just to know. after that, I'll look into hinduism, I already know some things.

wat type of personality in a person gets on ur nerves the quickest?

people who seek attention a lot :') I mean, I do understand attention is pretty important but sometimes I feel it gets too much. my ex friend used to be like "I'm bored give me attention" and although I understand that, and sometimes I did give her attention, it's just like, you're bored that's why you came to me? is there any other reason? because I don't like people who talk to me because there is nothing else to do or no one else to talk to. I appreciate people who appreciate me for my company. I hope this made sense. also people who claim to have mental illness just because an instagra.m post said these are common symptoms of something. like no. that shirt is real and though I understand you have it hard, it's not okay to just label yourself as a mental illness because of some post. I'd recommend to first see a professional to see if you are to be diagnosed, until then I wouldn't want to label anyone. I just don't like it. but well, if it helps some people, it's okay maybe. not for me though, just nah.

whens ur bday?

mark it on the calendar lmao jk. my bday is on 23rd July.

do u have trouble being on time or do u normally get places on time?

I am usually on time. but well, I also get late to a lot of things. for parties and stuff I'm usually late but if it's an appointment or something, I'm usually on time. #responsible lol jk.

night owl or early bird. or neither

neither lol. but I'd like to be an early bird, the morning is amazing. and it's very calm and just beautiful in the morning.

would u consider urself to be anxious easily or calm and collected

I get anxious easily lol. it's not the bad kind though. I'm able to handle myself most of the times. but in some situations, I can be calm and collected too. mostly I'm anxious though. it almost feels like I'm doing something wrong and eyes are on me for being a disappointment or something. it's okay though, I know it's just my mind playing tricks on me.

wats the biggest deal breaker in a friendship for you?

1. people who lie. I've had people who lied to me before and I used to feel pretty bad about it. now I just can't tolerate it. I mean I can tolerate it because I do lmao but I just don't like it. it's just disappointing when someone lies.

2. people who constantly try to be the listener friend. okay hear me out on this one. it is different from how it sounds. friends who constantly want to know what you're up to but never share what happens in their life or rely on you to keep the conversation going. they can be good listeners but i want a friend to have fun with too. not just someone who wants me to vent all the time. sometimes I need to hear tf let's just go somewhere and have fun.

3. transphobic/homophobic or people like that.

4. people who constantly give unsolicited advice (that too bad ones)

5. and well sadly, a person with whom my sense of humour just does not match. that's a no no for me. because humour is important and I want to be laughing at same jokes.

do u celebrate Halloween in India?

some places do. but it's like selected places in city. basically college students or high school students dress up and have a party. we don't celebrate it like you guys do tho. I wish we did. how do you celebrate it?

wat kind of gifts do u like to get?

thoughtful ones. maybe I mentioned the name of a book or something like that and they gave me that. I love handmade stuff too. I love to get any book XD and just yeah, remembering something I mentioned. and ooh! some people make a movie or presentation for ppl, I think that's very dope too. just appreciation things like that.

okay wow you type way faster than me lmao XD I legit took a long time typing those answers ;-;

hello again XD angry sounding songs and chill happy songs, wow, now that's a good combo lol. I am enjoying your songs so far. I don't think I have danced to songs like this before right after listening to them haha. so it's a compliment okay! XD I get that, I think I'd like to listen to these songs anytime fr, I don't need to be in a particular mood. okay wow mindreader how did you know I'd ask you about college, or wait did I? XD

okay so you're a freshman taking core classes. and depending on what degree you decide to pursue it will only get harder, makes sense. college seems to suck lol. it's not hard to understand/comprehend but there's just way too much work and exams that make it hard. 2-3 chapters or more in 1 week? dang. that's a lot man. and to make it worse, there's test for it too. and I get that, you are working too so it's hard to manage the time but you're doing good Nick. *hugs* I love books but I hate textbooks, so I 100% support you on how much they suck and are just hard to concentrate for. I'd legit attend your ted talk and sit in the front row cause you're awesome. well, I guess there's something good about college, it helps with a little flexibility that's cool.

i find it a lot quicker and easier to type on my laptop personally

lol yeah there are funny yt vids about it. i haven't gotten mine taken out either. my wisdom teeth arent moving

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oooh Christmas. no shame in having a fav side of the family. i prefer my moms side of the fam bc my dads side of the family are gross cimrinals just like himand dangerous to be around. ooh having cousins ur age is always a lot of fun. christmas is a great holiday to gather with family and have a great time, i agree with u there

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ooh im glad that u don't bc being sick sucks. i never even heard of typhoid until now. oh yeesh it looks a little like food poisoning that must have rlly sucked

why will it be worse if u get it again, is that wat happens?

no i don't get sick easily i haven't been sick in like 2 years and the only sickness I've ever had is the common cold

I've never had the flu even tho i have been in the same house as ppl with it. neither me or my bro got it

and as a kid my mom rarely took me to the doc for shots so idk. maybe my immune system is just strong

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oo nice home and living with a friend or partner sounds awesome to me. eating healthy and gentle exercise are some great goals. wow that would be a great future seems like u have all ur priorities in check Ria. I like how ur ideal future sounds and i agree with it

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wow that's so cool. i wanna visit nice beach places too. i bet you would love a beach resort ontop of water Lumie

being on a cruise and getting married would be exciting wow those sound like fun

you can wear whatever you wanna wear

i don't ever wanna get married bc i see it as pointless. idk why but it doesn't appeal to me at all

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mmmmm pizza and chicken. lol almost everyone i know loves coffee and tea. that's funny so many humans love that. what do u like in ur coffee? hot or cold tea? mmmm i love fruit juice delicious

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so basically we think similar on the religion thing. thanks for telling me. i feel that. we arent extreme on either spectrum it seems like. i respect anyone religions. my ex was a strong Christian. livi is a Christian but like a "chill Christian", as in she doesn't believe all the things and she believes god is more chill than depicted. im just in the middle i don't rlly know or care

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i hate that when ppl self diagnose theirself with mental stuff. its so stupid and demeaning to ppl who rlly have it. that's why i never claim to have any mental issue. i don't personally think i have any mental issues despite how weird my childhood was

attention seekers are very annoying i agree. ppl shouldn't talk to ppl for attention. u should talk to ppl bc u enjoy their company. u can get company from a stranger

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JULY 23

oh so ur on time to things pretty important but more recreational things u can be late lol. im late for both. im rarely ever early. im always running late to everything

lol neither xD so u just like to sleep then

mmm yeah i like early morning when its still dim outside it looksrlly cool.. too bad it doesn't last long like that

oh so you can get anxious but its not dleibitating and you can handle it and you have moment of being calm too. that's rlly relatable. sounds like you do such a great job Lumie

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i agree that it just adds unessacary drama when ppl lie. honesty and communication is key and fake ppl are no good

oh i get what you mean. friends that don't rlly share about them and want u to control the whole convo. that's annoying to me to. its like hey im supposed to be ur friend not ur entertainer, are u gonna talk to me too about things?

its one sided when its like that

homophobic, racist, sexist ppl are all weird and they have the IQ of a wet sock

lmfao i agree lumie xD unwanted advice is annoying af

same sense of humor matters to me. i don't like talking to dry azz ppl who never joke

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ooh a party. are u gonna do anything for Halloween?

for me personally i wanna go to a Halloween party and eat food and watch a scary movie and go to a haunted house

here kids trick or treat but for adults its not "scoailly acceptable" which i find rlly dumb i think all ages should do it

handmade stuffs and books? so u like gifts where they rlly put thought and care into it, makes sense. wow is agree that is dope. its cool when ppl use creativity into the gift and not just do the same stuff everyone else does

lol i was considering warning you

if ur parent are strict then maybe don't play sum of the songs out loud bc they say sum things

xD

but im pretty sure u know already now

don't worry im not gonna use this texting style i know its ugly af lol

just wanted 2 see wat it would look like

thanks for understanding how the birthday party went for me. it was weird yes. did make me feel odd. but food was awesome and that's what I'm gonna remember the most about for that day lol. yeah, we're both doing well. thanks for calling me mature :') I try to.

so now I'll see your answers to my questions yayyy \o/ (I'm obssesed with this now)

ooh illegal things :0 wow, don't want to sound inspired by lowkey wanna do that stuff. I mean some of them at least. so you've done a lot of illegal things, I see. I think if given the chance, I'd like to do it too not because it's illegal so it's cool to do it just would like to try maybe. you did tell me about your fights with mom. racist dude deserved it. I don't really know what to say to these things, it's just good to know you felt comfy sharing with me, thank you.

okay so you aren't decided on what degree to do. and you're mostly there because you were forced to, oh yes you told me that before more than once actually haha. so you'll be attending college for 2 years. it's good to keep your options open

pineapples and kiwi :0 I likey pineapples but they can be weird, they make me sick sometimes like I legit get sick if I eat a lot lol. cat's hair ooh, but I'm glad it's not an allergy. allergies are weird and it's good to know that you don't have any type of severe allergy

I read your deal breakers and just kept on nodding lol. deflection is awful, I hate when people do that, worse they try to act they don't even know what you mean when you tell them they're deflecting. you know, when someone tells me they have some problem with me, I listen and see if we can reach to a common ground, I don't tell them "oh but what about the problems I have with you?" that's just shirty. I don't like ppl who threaten to end the relationships either. your action for this is valid, I'd do the same. disrespectful people suck. racist ppl have a special place in the bad place. omg I hate ppl who keep on saying mmhm, sup (okay I do have a trigger, never say sup/ssup), k, lol, lmao and just that. like lol what? wdym mhmm? wdym sup?

so you believe there is a God and there is an afterlife but you don't have a strong belief. I get that. aw your religion is the best, and one to have the least riots. you don't call yourself a christian, okay. I don't like labelling myself either, any sort of labels, just hate them.

aw I hope you have a very good and long life, Nick. that's the least you deserve <3 you do help people here, myself included and there are ppl who love you :)

I understand about changing parents *hugs* if it was possible in some dimension and I am really taking a risk here for saying this (lmao I am weird), I would have liked to be a good mom for you, not because I see you as my kid or anything, I just know I would have been a good mom. God, I hope you don't unfriend me right here and now. *takes the unfriend button and runs away* I don't know about others but I'd like to take a leap here and say on behalf of everyone that we'd accept you and like you anyway, Nick. you're you today and you are my friend. I accept you unconditionally. no matter what you did in the past, what matters is who you are today and it's thanks to who you've been in the past so yes, we'd like you still. *hugs*

yess talking to me is awesome lol jk XD I mean sure, it can be lol. two awesome ppl are awesome^2 lol. Livi is amazing to talk to, I agree and yes I can just tell so lmao. talking to ppl is fun indeed. and damn yes, food is awesome. youtube, video games, watching shows and listening to music are fun things to do.

aw middle school Nick and Livi sound very cute. so you've known each other for very long, that's so sweet aww.

omg your dad held a g.un at your mom!? and you were just a kid then! damn it must have been scary af Nick, I'm sorry. I hope your mom is okay too, I understand you don't like her but as you said, it was pretty scary. I'm glad you aren't traumatized by it, but I can see why it is an unforgettable moment. I'm glad you're all safe *hugs*

mareomallow, how are you typing so fast XD LIKE HOW!? I still have messages to see and you replied to the answers I just posted like what the fork, are you the flash? XD lol jk, hey, would you like to join me in some room before I go to bed? I mean I am in bed, before I go to sleep. an empty room or if you'd like to talk to others, we can join some other. only if you're comfy and chill with it, I'll take more time with my phone lol