Is this a normal way to cope?

Is it weird that I always keep a desktop page to have facetime screenshots with my boyfriend open and that I watch our facetime screen recordings all the time?

I get relationship anxiety often and it's been challenging since I had to move away and we're on a long distance relationship now. I know he tries his best to show up for me but he's been going through a lot personally and mentally so he needs a lot of time for himself and barely has much time left to comfort me. I'm not sure if recording/screenshotting our (occasional) facetime calls and looking at them constantly is a normal/healthy way to cope or if I'm just losing my mind a little.

Any opinions or inputs are appreciated! 🤍