WORST BREAKUP EVER..I FELL I WILL DIE
OK, this is the story; We live in different countries, we have different culture, religion, we are just different. He broke up with me a lot; is hard to have a relationship; imagine a relationship with a depress person that get mad because you want to see him, or spend time with him; last time I saw him, was on december 2015; I stay at his place 2 weeks; nothing perfect but I was happy.
when I get back to Mexico (where I live) he dump me; and I loose my head; I had to take antidepressive pills, go to theraphy becuse i beg him like crazy; i used to called him a million times; and every time I called him he was just worst with me. After a couple of months I just give up; the pills made me good, and I move on with my life.
he contact me from time to time to asked me for mony or say hello; (after telling me he was going out with someone else, blocking me for everything, hanging me the phone)...well It had been terrible but I felt better now...last week he called me and told me he still had fellings for me and his depression is getting better; I cant traver to UK to see him; so I asked him to come; he said yes; i began to write him, like little hellos, whattsup, etc...and he began to act like crazy...telling me I mad him deprees; also his brother contact me and told me he has a wife in his country (he is form the middle east) I couldnt belive it...after all the hell I suffer; trying to get back into my feet, after all the love, the drama, the crying, the meeds, the flight form Mexico-Uk, after all this crap...not just he didnt love me, he used me, he is married, hi lied, me mad me a lier.
when I though I was better; i fell myself allover again in the floor. I just cant belive a person can be so mean with someon that maybe...because I not perfect I called a lot, and distance is horrible...but I never did him wrong...so...I just dont understand why???? i want that this dosent afecte me anymore; I spend 6 months recoverying of this horrible breakup; where I lose myself; but after his call, after his brother told me hi is married I just broke again...I sad again, I dont know what to do...I love him, and I wish I didnt...I just fell so sad; and heartbroken, and..speachless, I dont know what to do...i know he dosent give a fuck about me..but...im all over again on the floor... HELP.
So sorry to hear all that you have been through @piag860517 and I can understand how you're feeling so sad, heartbroken... and speechless.Sounds like you did well in getting help for your self, recovering from the initial breakup, and moving on... that's good.
But its not surprising that hearing this information from his brother has set you back so much. To have loved and then to find you have been deceived like this is devastating... and its likely going to take a little time to come to terms with this. So be gentle with your self, find the support you need , and remember the strength you have. I'm wishing you all the best.
