Still in love
My ex still wants me around. He loves my company. He tells me I'm his other half, that he still loves me. But he doesn't feel the chemistry between us. This breakup has taken everything out of me, I honestly thought we were going to get married. He's the man I've loved most in my entire life. I am broken. I'm in therapy, I'm working on getting into a doctor for my depression. It's been a few weeks and I expected this to get a little easier but it just keeps getting darker and darker... We were together a year and a half, and it's the healthiest most adult relationship I've ever been in. Losing this man... I wasn't ready. I love him with my entire soul.
I can totally relate to your post. My ex....if I can call him that because we still communicate and see each other when it is possible...has found another woman that he says he loves. He has told me he loves us both but for different reasons. I have know him for 2 years....she for 8 mos. I know about her....she suspects about me. He won't tell her that he is still in a relationship with me. She's extremely jealous.
I need to decide to continue taking the crumbs he is willing to give me and except that I've become the back burner girl to him now. Or go no contact and move on with my life. There has to be someone else out there that will love all of me.
@lavenderOcean7662
You need to move on, don't let him use u as a door mat when she's not around! You will feel better on your own in the long run and focus on you, once u feel better in yourself the right man will come along x
