Shatter heart and lost soul
My ex broke up with me. We had been together for about 5 years. We never had argumenta or never got violent. She had a daughter who i was help raising and i called my own. One day she said she didnt love me and wanted me to move on. We always talked about marriage and having kids and being together for the rest of our lives. We lived together for about 3 of those years. She recently just told me cheated on me but she still loves me during our time together and it wasn't the reason she fell out of love but a trauma she couldn't get over. She said she loves me still just not physically. I got closure and got to say goodbye to her but i never got to say goodbye to my daughter. Now im alone with nothing to show but a shatter heart and a lost soul. Time is not helping now but i know it eventually will. All i want to do is be with someone but not with anyone if that makes any sense.
I'm genuinely so sorry you're in this situation. I can totally understand the two losses your are facing. I pray for you and wish you all the best in your life. Remember, no matter how people treat us, no matter how broken they leave us, it is up to us to pickup the pieces and move on as best as we can. It can be hard somedays.... know that people here will listen to you but at the end of the day nobody is going to take care of ourselves other than ourselves. Make every day count in your life book and literally push yourself to make each upcoming chapter more interesting so you have things to look forward to. Bless your heart.
I’m so sorry! Is there a way you can ask her if you can still be a part of your daughters life? I’d speak to a lawyer since you raised and paid and provided for your daughter you must have some rights. It doesn’t sound like your Ex is a nice person because she seems to probably had a physical relationship with others and you were her emotional relationship. It’s not fair and not right. You aren’t alone theres a lot of people on here that are or have been through what you are. I for one have been there but I was the one with a child. Things may look hard right now because the wound is fresh but you are capable to of so much love! You seem like a catch and a lucky woman will see what’s before her. Your Ms.Right is out there.
I dont want to complicate it anymore our daughter is her like dna wise. I help raised her when she was a baby. Lawyer jist complicate things and honestly dont want to hurt my kid anymore. My ex is and was good person maybe it wasn't just ment to be i do hope i find someone but it hurts like hell to be alone. Appreciate the comment
