Right decision?

Hey, after a long relationship (3.5 years) I broke up with my boyfriend. The last year was almost like a long distance relationship because we were on many trips and he was in an exchange semester. 2 weeks after he came back we decided to finish our relationship. At the moment it happened I didn't feel affected. I think it was pride talking... like I don't depend on you and I can continue my life without you... We were not having strong feelings towards each other and also intimacy was not working
.. We were getting annoyed easily at each other because of small things. However, after 2 weeks of breaking-up and me moving out, and in the middle of this lock-up situation, I'm feeling really down and lonely. We were living together. I cannot say he was the love of my life. I never dared to say that. I don'tknow what real love feels like. I just felt secure with him, he is an amazing person with his own defects. I wasn't feeling strong towards him in the last months. Specially in the last months. And it is apparently the same for him. So we took the decision to end somethin thaat doesn't have a future. I always had doubts however I feel now that I'm losing someone very special. I don't know if I would fine someone like him that would put his eyes on me. He is acting now like everything is ok and he is just moving on and saying he wants to keep in touch with me. And it hurts that he is able to do that so easily. It is definitely more difficult for me to do that.