My boyfriend and I broke up.
This is my second relationship.
He was my bestfriend for 5 years and then we decided to try being a couple and we were together for 2 years. I lost more than just a boyfriend I lost a bestfriend and I feel so alone right now. Everyday we would Skype with each other and talk. It never got old. Now that he's not here I feel like I lost a leg and I can't stand up by myself. He was a big part of my life already and a big part of my "everyday". I can't believe he's gone. I keep on crying and can't sleep eat or study.
I have regrets becoming a couple. We should have stayed best friends. This is way too painful.
@Herdway @FaLola I thought I was the only one that had a breakup like this, I was with him for four years and friends for 5 or 6 and over a year later I still want to message him. The hardest part is creating a new routine without them in it..