I’ve ruined a good thing
My fiancé broke up with me on the 16 and has completely ended it and has blocked me on everything I pushed him away 3 separate times because I was going through a mental breakdown on all three separate occasions I feel like I’ve ruined it and I’ve lost the best thing in my life I have developed an eating disorder because I feel like I wasn’t good enough and I can’t sleep longer than 2-3 hours at maximum he was the best thing to happen to me ever and I love him and I never wanted to hurt him I’ve pushed both of us past our limits and I’m thinking of sending him a letter every day and not sending them as a form of therapy and when I feel like I’ve healed enough not to be dependent on him I’ll send them
@Imdyininside
I think writing out letters may be a good practice to get your thoughts in order ...could help you on your healing journey.
You might be surprised in how your letters change or you see things differently as you heal ..
i used to write and set aside letters so when i read them again to myself before anyone else saw them i could gauge my responses and as i healed the letter became clearer and not rambling etc....
i did not send the collection just read each one and picked the most valid items out to one clear letter.
