In it together always?

I miss you like no other... I know we fight to break up to make up just to fight again but, ok sorry I overlooked the true nature at what you where trying to accomplish in out relationship. I'm sorry i fucked up and couldn't of been the husband you see me as.. I still want to try, I always want to try and make it work,,..,. I'm sorry I ever let drugs push me to the point where I felt I had to steal from you, I will never forgive myself for that.. you have open my eyes to alot, and I'm sorry I didn't pay better attention. I love you so much cLw and hope your ok .. that's all I really ever want is for you to be happy and ok and not have to worry, I love you so much.. life is just not going to be the same without you in it... at this point I would do almost anything to have you back, but I know your loves kina run dry for me and that's ok... it's going to take me a while to heal.. positivity?