I Need Help on Moving On

Merry Christmas! I hope everyone is doing pretty well today. I haven't been on here in months but I'm not going to talk about my anxiety, instead I'm going to talk about the relationship with a ghoster that I've had for the last 6 months that he's been gone.

If anyone might have read my other post about this, you would know that we talked for about 3 months but I actually didn't know that he ghosted me until two months after because it had never happened to me before. It took me a while just to delete his picture because it was painful (I hope that's not creepy).

I'm sure a lot of other people in my situation would've let him go by now, but honestly I'm having a really hard time doing so. The thing is, he just made me really happy and I tried to do everything I could to make him feel happy too. I did ask him to wait for me, but even then I had some doubts that it would happen.

Anyway, I just can't seem to get him off my mind. I still check to see if he wrote. Every month goes by and I just keep hoping that he'll at least say goodbye.

I guess in a way, it makes me feel hopeless about future relationships. What if that happens again? I still really miss him and still want him back.

I have come to realize that I can't wait around for him my whole life. So if anyone has tips on how to let go, I would really appreciate it.

Enjoy the rest of your day!☃️🌟🎄🦌