How long will it hurt?

This is so hard. I don’t feel it getting easier. I don’t feel like I’m healing. It’s been nearly 2 weeks and I feel worse every day. I miss him. I still love him. I know we are no good as a couple but I miss my friend so much. I just want this pain to ease up, even just a little. I pray for strength, but I feel weaker every day. I just want one day of not crying. One day of peace.