Hmm

A victim to life

lessons only learned through mistakes that appear permanent.

Trapped in text

feelings of anxiousness,memories of of pain, I stand by for your message.

Locked in battle

I challenge my mind to not wonder,conquer insecure thoughts, the fog never clears.

Freedom Independently

Every word, binding.
Every reaction, devastating

Every conversation,heart breaking

If I knew the answer, I wouldve finished the test by now, but there arent any real answers. Every question laced with sarcasm and every statement planted rage. There are no answers. No magic words to get it right, now Magic wand time make it disappear.

This path I must take, is devasting, brutal, emotional, painful,confusing, and filled with adversity...and I walk it firmly grasped in my understanding of what I desire.
while I hurt Inside my body weathered and battered pushed forward.

For you my love I wont stop, but if thats not the path you chose, then our paths shall never cross. A love so deep no barrier could interupt way to you, if I had the answers to what path youd chose.

its hard to be away, no direction but steadily I move, just hoping our paths cross and my path would lead to you.