DESPERATE
I am just at a state where I don't even know why I am in this relationship anymore. He makes me feel like having sex with me isn't enough. How do you know if your enough?
So he want more sex or what?
I am having sex with him 4 to 5 days a week. But he wakes up in the middle of the night 2 and 3 times to jerk off in the bathroom.
Did he watch porn while in the bathroom?
Yes he does.
That explains why. He is addicted to porn. You need to confront to him about his addiction and tell him your feelings, how it hurts you. Then both of you working together on quitting his porn activity.
Addiction to pornography could do that, confront him and help him through the process, be supportive and kind. This addictions is really hard to quit, but if you support him he will succeed. You are enough!!
