Broken and forgotten
It's funny how the one thing that brought you happiness could be the reason for all your pain. I tried. I really did. I tried to forget. It's been seven months you moved on to someone else and threw me aside like garbage. I even got a crush on another girl. Trying to get the confidence to talk to her was hard enough but now knowing you two are friends makes it harder. How am I supposed to forget? Why can't I? Is there something wrong with me to care about a dead relationship so much wanting to bring it back? I don't know why I still think so highly of you after all that you've done. But I can't hate you even if I want to. Do I have a problem? I tried moving past but there you are showing back up in my life. The fact you were able to become friends with the girl I like so quickly while I can barely say a single word to her drives me insane. I want to scream but you won't hear nor care. Even if you did you'd ignore it just like me. Why did it come to this? Why am I like this? Alone, heartbroken and forgotten?
@Justin6425
Face yourself. You still care a lot about her, so much that it's starting to affect your life. You haven't moved on ever since the relationship ended, despite thinking you have this crush on this girl. The relationship has ended, and she's no longer coming back. She has moved on and you need to too. Cut the hope of getting back with her, and focus on how you can make yourself a better person for your next partner. Indeed, you miss her and you probably still love her, but there's nothing you can do anymore as she has moved on. Don't ask yourself what got you guys to this point, what did you do wrong, because things have already happened and can no longer be changed.
She may seem like the only person you want now, but you will meet plenty of wonderful people in the future!! <3 good luck
@Justin6425
Hugs
Yes, it is okay to still care for her, to still hold hope over a dead relationship, to still respect her. All these only prove you're a decent, kind-hearted human being who didn't deserve what he got at all. You deserve the best, and that's what you gotta know. It's going to be difficult, but you'll get through it, dear. Hold on tight