Unfamiliarity (trigger warning)
who am I, could this be me?
ive grown to hate the one I see
Ive done her wrong, caused so much pain
and still a grudge against her remains.
I should be sorry, I treat her unfairly
but am I regretful? maybe, barely..
looking in the mirror, I see defeat in her eyes
and still I have yet to apologize..
I can’t bear the heaviness of my self hate,
but to love this person seems a chore too great
who am I, could this be me?
this isnt the person that I used to be.
always wearing long sleeves, heart solid ice
never believing the number on the scale will suffice
who am I, could this be me?
despite my wishing, I am she.
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awesome poem, sooo relatable.
this is literally me 🥲
im sorry that you struggle with self-hate! I do too. I’m always open to talk if u want to :3
You are she, as i am me. Yet together we shall fight, for eternity.
I feel a lot of what youve written, and i am sorry you feel the same..
just remember that nobody is as they once were, yet that is why we see developments. Dont look apon what you had wished you would become, yet look at how strong hardship has made you. Ily bestie rainy, i am always here to talk. Try and stay safe, oki?
