Ooh boy, this is a doozy....

I wrote this, like, 2 years ago chat. It's bad but also kinda good, in a way ???

[TW, S/H implications (only briefly)]

They say forgive and forget
But I can't forgive the words you weaved
The lies about my body
Your lips were molded to deceive

I used to be a wistful child
Imagination limitless at that age
But soon I grew and realized
Tossed the key to my cage

Old and older I grew
The sparkle in my vision lost
For I had witnessed far too much
My heart cold as icy frost

Now I'm all alone
My friends had all but left
Then is when I realized
I'll fail life's mental test

They say forgive and forget
But I won't forget what hurts
All the tears I've shed
And all the days of long sleeved shirts

However I might forgive
If you can prove yourself to me
That you'll prevent this endless loop
Of a painful infinity