Letter to my future wife
InspiringPancakes
July 26th
This is basically about how I've made a lot of mistakes that I regret and I hate how my wife is going to live with someone who has made those mistakes before.
I wish I could be a better man for you
My past,
Unchangeable
I hate that.
I live with my past in the present thinking about how it will affect my future.
Sounds overly complex doesn't it?
In that past holds many mistakes, many character flaws, many things I wish I have never done.
But there's nothing I can do about things locked behind time.
I have forgiven myself for me, but I still have yet forgiven myself for you. As I know that you will deserve someone amazing.
Not that that "amazing someone" can't be me.
but it definitely wasn't the "me" before.
I've have grown from my mistakes and that's all I can do;
yet,
I still wish I could be a better man for you.