Ghostwriter's anonymous

Snow days 

It's still snowing the wind blows, no leaves growing,

my emotions are blank palettes of empty oceans,

The deepest blue, im seeking truth but what's the use.

I rocked the boat once, but that was in my youth,

I'm older know, I'm sober now, there's no excuse.

It's colder now, but the snow days arent fitting proof,

of a struggle, you waste a day and you'll be in trouble, 

I used to feel so alone, but now its just a puddle 

@BrokeBoySavior

I still dont know

Cut from the same cloth but i still wont fold 

I did good in school and i still went broke 

But i couldve done more and my family knows

in truth 

I still dont know 

when surviving today is an actual goal 

it limits tomorrow, it limits your growth 

Never would've thought that id actually grow old

And you?

you still dont know

my long list of failures and forgotten oathes 

the horrors ive seen from the stories i told 

the actual limits of the human soul 

Its cool

we dont gotta know

just do what we can as we hold on to hope

just keep your chin up and away from a rope 

theres a light at the end, you dont know till you know 

An ear that listens,

An arm that comforts,

A mind that understands.

Yeah,

I want all that,

I need all that.

Going crazy,

Slowly but surely.

Just like Jo,

I want to be me,

I want to be free,

I yearn to carve my own way in the world,

But why is it all so hard?

Why is it all so lonely?

I've made no progress,

No, that's not true,

I've really made great progress,

But it's all so maddening.

Who do I call to celebrate it with?

Who do I call to share my triumph,

What even is all of it worth?

It'll be alright in the end,

At least, that's what Jo writes,

That's what she portrayed.

But I'm still stuck,

Stuck in those little moments,

Moments where I want to cry,

Moments where I want to scream and shout,

Moments where I yearn deeply to be heard,

Moments where... I'm all just so tired.

Someone to lean on, it's all I need.

@BrokeBoySavior

@Michael205 

lets write a script brah!

@BrokeBoySavior

Title - On Love

What happened to the activist? 

It seems like everybody wants to be a masochist, on drugs...

And you dont know the half of it

They want to show the world exactly what a fascist is, no rush...

no rush... 

We can burn the world tomorrow, let me tell you bout love...

just love...

In a life devoid of sorrow 

let me tell you bout,

you and me and our family, in home near the sea laughing oh so free 

happily, ever, after we, decide to be free, we deserve to see, a happy life and a happy scene 

So ill choose to be an activist!

Because i wont allow my love to be a masochist, on drugs,

And they dont know the half of it

The sword is nothing to the pen that's written adages, on love..

on love... 

They cant burn the world tomorrow, if we teach em bout love...

just love...

In a life devoid of sorrow 

let me tell you bout...

Inspiration

https://youtu.be/yI9vW3Ea8iA?si=z6NbZFrwoA25XZ_0

I just wrote this on the spot. I never write stuff it feels cringy to me, but this is what came out of my mind as a new mom.

We’re Just New to This 

[1]

your heartbeats were all I could hear

they comforted me all day

your voice was so close to me 

it soothed me in every way

But then,

it was all suddenly so cold

and believe me when I say that.. 

I know it’s hard for you

and it’s hard for me too

keep holding me in your arms

let me be so close to you

I know my crying stresses you out

I feel you more than you could imagine

but it’s all so scary for me

be with me no matter what happen

we’re just new to this

[2]

your strong kicks were all I could feel

they comforted me all day

your growing all inside of me

it soothed me in every way

But then, 

you were suddenly in my arms

and believe me when I say that.. 

I know it’s hard for you

and it’s hard for me too

I’ll hold you in me arms

I will be so close to you 

I know my crying stresses you out

I feel you more than you could imagine

but it’s all so scary for me

I’ll be with you no matter what happen

we’re just new to this

(of my own volition)

She dont love me but she love herself 

heart so cold, got me freezing in this urban ***

if nothing changes ill still wish her well 

that kiss of death, was a tale that ill never tell 

money put that slave in me, right?

I wish that you stayed with me, right?

girl you must be psychic, maybe tmi 

but you know everything i say before i speak my mind 

life can be long, and long and longer (x4)

How im gonna love you if i gotta fight you 

you said im a **** and i think thats quite rude 

you had a tall order and your only 5'2"

either way we leave it hope you meet the right dude 

(()))

I can hardly breathe, 

every time i sleep, i swear that i can hear a scream, 

coming from my dreams, theres a child whos screaming please 

if its not a burden could somebody set me free 

that lack of money made a slave out you, right?

bet you wish i stayed with you, right?

best pretend you like this, this is tmi 

but theyll take everything your worth before they free your mind

life can be long, and long and longer (x4)

Dont know what it means 

dont know what i see, i dont even know my dreams 

I dont know myself, i dont really know a thing 

only thing i know is exactly what i need 

((()))))

you got a dollar, all you needed was some change 

its not a collar, its just you that brings you pain 

which is not a problem, every problem is a flame 

grab a water bottle, I know its a little strange but,

you got a dollar, all you needed was some change 

its not a collar, its just you that brings you pain 

which is not a problem, every problem is a flame 

grab a water bottle, *** aint always pre-ordained 

https://youtu.be/8LQdotrmdRg?si=rE1ZE0OqU2nvtGEv

Hi

I'm a digital artist and last year used a picture of my little boy to create this.