BPD in the shadows.
pepper007
August 1st
You don't know who I am,
I don't want to know who you are,
stop looking at me.
Why is everyone looking at me?
Did I move too weirdly? Am I walking strangely? Should I wear makeup today?
QuietMagic
August 14th
@pepper007
Using my imagination a bit, what I got out of this was that you just want to exist in peace, but somehow it feels like there are a lot of eyes on you watching what you're doing. Sort of like there's this oppressive atmosphere of judgment and scrutiny where everything you do is going to be criticized or not good enough in some way.
Is this a normal/constant experience, or did something in particular happen to create this feeling when you posted this?
