May not have aspd but I have conduct disorder.
tin1027
May 4th, 2022
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Anhedonia comes in waves and it's horrible. I feel anger apathy & anxiety constantly. I am so tired of it.
I feel trapped... I have so many bad coping mechanisms for excessive boredom. I could do so much, and would still feel bored. Pointless, empty void with no sight to get out. Sometimes so bad that it's hard to move... that boredom that drives you mad. My conduct disorder symptoms and aspd symptoms are getting worse and I'm starting to feel despair. I need help. I don't know what to do