I think I have ASPD

I feel empty, very empty. I just can't accept that I'm this way. What scares me the most is not being able to find a cure. I haven't been diagnosed but I highly, highly suspect I have it. I have no empathy. And it's been like this since I'm little.
I'm tired of this. I can't stop thinking about it and it makes me feel drained. I can't work anymore. I used to like music and these days I don't even enjoy it.
I don't know what to do.

@pluckySky1675
its hard for us to self diagnose as we perceive and think through internal filters. best to see a professional, but if you hang out on some kind of ASPD forum, people should give you a good feedback on things you either can't see or see distorted. for all i know, you could be depressed with apathy and anhedonia.