The Monster OCD

I have a fight with OCD every day it won't ever give up, but neither will I if I could physically beat the life out of this demon inside my head I wouldn't think twice about doing it because it causes me to lose out on happiness and makes me struggle with simple things in day to day life sometimes its worser than others but mostly very bad I suffer with it severely and its linked to something tragic I think that happened in my life let's just say I got attacked and it was terrible it scarred me for life and since that happened the OCD started to show signs and since then I've struggled badly with it ever since I hope someone can understand and has experience with this issue not because I want you to suffer with it but because I want someone who can relate and knows how I feel.

Thanks.