I feel scary

I feel a burden, amm maybe I'm the one who invented all this, but I want to talk to someone about itð¥¹.. I took a curse about English I spent time, they offer me job, but at the end they I could get the score that they needed, and they said that I will have a Enervew with them but they not asecure nothing, I was sad, because I really needed that job, I told her that everything is ok, but I'm super scared to don't pass the Enerrviw.. and specifically when my dad said that I will never get this job..