Neurodivergent lesbian in a home of homophobic Christians.

I'm a lesbian with very little hope of finding the one. I'm a late in life lesbian coming out at 32 and am now 34. I've suffered a lot of abuses in my life. I don't know how to pick up the pieces. I don't know how to navigate dealing with my family that says they love me but wouldn't come to my wedding if I had one. I'm so tired of it. In their minds me being a lesbian is a ticket to ***. And ever since I was a teenager I didn't really believe there was a ***. Mythology being as it is. I don't feel loved by my family. I just live because they need me not because they want me.

@Mikitea68 it wont land you in heck as long as your saved God still will love you bc God dosnt throw out his anger at his children he forgives i hope this helps :).

@GreninjaPokemon99 Also they should still respect you as a person just not respect you decesions.

Hi I am also a lesbian! I can unfortunately relate deeply to family struggles and if you need someone to talk to please feel free to reach out. I hope you have a better and more prosperous year than the last one.