Is there anyone that relates to me?

I’m married to a man. The marriage for the last few years has gone down the drain due to him turning out to be a violent abuser. He no longer lives with me but due to cultural reasons I am still married to him. However I have always liked women, been with women and currently really like a woman I work with. She likes me too but she’s married to a woman whom she loves dearly. I’m just stuck with all my emotions and want to talk to someone about it. Anyone relate or offer some support please? 🥺