Hello
It have been a year since I've came out to myself as lesbian
No one around me knows it and I feel so different from other girls
It's like I'm an alien
When I try to talk about it, people stare at me in disgust
It's hard because I know I can't change and I'm who I am
In my country I would be seen as a disappointment if I came out
I feel like everyone who has ever guessed that I am into girl, is now disgusted by me
But I just want to be me
To feel a little bit more myself
The difference between me and other people is just so exhausting
An the best part is that It will never change the way that people see me
If I was just a bit into boys, they would accept me
But what can I do
I'm me and I don't want to change but it's so hard
To feel so different
@warmheartedBeing170
Hey there! I am so sorry that you have to go through such a terrible situation ❤️
When I first figured out my identity I went through a similar time; I promise that no matter what others think, you are 100% valid and there are a lot of people who do accept you! My only suggestion could be that you just haven't found the right people yet, but you will find those people, it just takes time.
I wish you all the best finding friends who accept you - we love you and are here for you ❤️
