its all my fault
some triggers!!!!- ***, self h@rm :/
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i told my mother and stepfather that i was lesbian and my mother disowned me as her daughter and let my stepfather *** me in front of her i cried and begged but she did nothing and looked away i cried for her to help me but she.did.nothing. if anthing that made me more distant from men then anything.
@choleexox 🙁 that's really sad, I'm so sorry that happened to you😥 it's definitely not your fault, although I understand how you believe it's your fault, I guess all victims do🙁 sits beside you and hugs you tightly ❤ are you in a safe place now??
@Tinywhisper11 the safest i got is my bedroom too be honest :).
@choleexox oh so this all happened recently🙁 are you able to tell the police or any adult you can trust?
@Tinywhisper11 i dont really know if i wanna tell. i dont need any more trouble
@choleexox I understand 🙁 I'm sorry sweetie. How old are you?
@Tinywhisper11 its okay you dont have to be sorry! :) im 14
@choleexox your still very young🙁 ok well let's concentrate on the future, I moved half way across the world without any family or anyone when I was 18. So with a bit of luck in 4 years you'll have the money to move away from your parents. 4 years seems along way away, but having hope is always a good thing right? You can tell people here what happened, safely and we can support you the best we can ❤ but honey if anything like this happens again please please contact the police
@Tinywhisper11 i havent really came out my room much trying to avoid them at all cost my mother hasnt really tried to even ask if im okay and it kinda hurts me a little i just kinda want a mother figure badly idk anymore big mommy issues! :')
@choleexox bless you. You know I've never had parents, so I'm not sure what that's like. I'd avoid your dad at all costs. But maybe when your mum has had time to calm down and think about things, you could try talking get her again. But I don't know what your mum is like, so don't talk to get if you don't feel safe. I have to go for a bit, I'll check in here with you as soon as I can ❤ please be safe ❤
@choleexox I'm here if you ever need to vent or talk, I'll get back to you as soon as I can ❤ hugs you tightly ❤ please be safe ❤