Gay people who fell in love with someone straight
If you’re gay and already fell in love with someone straight, please share your story, I’m struggling with this right now.
Mine:
I met this girl in my school and we we’re friends but not super close. One day the teacher decided to “change the classroom” and we sit together. Math is hard for me, she could see it and started to help me day and we became more close, we started to talk more and we found out we liked the same things. She is kind and is always trying to tell me that I’m not stupid, that I’m intelligent and enough, and always is watching the shows I tell her to watch. Anyways, I think she likes a boy (our friend) but this boy has a girlfriend (they’re a really cute couple, I know them both and they’re so sweet together) and she never told him about it, but i start to wonder why he doesn’t like her, if she’s so perfect in every aspect I could tell you. She’s pretty smart, kind, and I slowly started to feel things for her. She see me as a friend, but is always holding my hand, she has some social anxiety so every single time we are in a room full of people she takes my hand and hold tightly, like if her life depended of this, and I started to silently beg for the universe that the corridors were always full, so she would always take my hands. She always put her face on my neck, and I like to feel her hot breath in my skin. Every time she try to help me in math I get more dumb, because I can’t do anything wile she’s looking at me with her eyes, but even though that, she always looks at me and say that I’m not dumb and she would help me. One time we’re at the theater watching a movie and held my hand too, I didn’t even remember the story of the movie, but I remember that we’re always talking. At least for me, this should be a cute romance story, but that’s not happening because she’s straight (I think) and she doesn’t know that I’m actually lesbian, so it breaks my heart. I didn’t saw her in a wile because school ended, but I’m gonna see her at my birthday next week, and the next year too, so I don’t know if I can act normal with her without saying this, but I don’t want to lose her friendship so I’ll never tell her that I like her.
@Amymimy2711 this is only a possibility, but you could be bisexual and there’s something called percentages you could 50% like guys and 40% like girls but it’s completely your decision if you want to ignore just know if you do there’s a chance you might feel sad inside or angry.
And sorry I reread your thing and falling in love with straight People is absolutely normal and some straight people may love you back, and others may not again, so sorry for responding the wrong way
Is okay lol, I am lesbian actually but I never told anyone because my family is super religious, the girl I fell in love is the straight one, even that she treats me like more than a friend, I was just venting
I don’t like guys actually, but tanks lol
@Amymimy2711
Through pretty much all of High School I struggled with intense desire for other boys. In Orangeburg South Carolina, however, I didn't know a single person in the entire town who was both gay and out let alone kids in my grade. I eventually began to convince myself that my crushes were not what they were and I was just lonely and wanted friends. I also didn't want to believe I was gay. This lasted until very recently when I found a boy at a party who was willing to experiment our desires together. At first it was hard because I had convinced myself I was straight but eventually I managed to become comfortable enough to act on my desires with him. All of this to say that you will find somebody who is right for you someday. We exist on every corner of this earth. Even Orangeburg South Carolina
Thanks for that, sometimes I feel like I’m the only lgbt person that I know, I hope someone right exists to me