Straight Married Crossdresser
I'm not sure where to post this.
I'm happily married for a long time. Been a closeted crossdresser since my early teen years. I recently came out to my wife and it caused a huge issue understandably.
We got through the first rough patch a couple years ago. This year, my desire has been more up front and she allowed me to paint my toe nails. Within a couple days, she asked that I remove the toe nail polish as it was triggering her.
I lover her and have no desire to be apart from her.
I'm struggling with how to cope as it's clearly become a one or the other situation.
@hopeisacure omg same. Im also happily married with the dysphoria. It is soooo hard. Lately I've been losing control of it too. You aren't alone. I'm here for the same reason. I have not come out to my wife as of yet, but I'm secretly taking estrogen. Just a matter of time before she finds out or I find the strength to stop. *hugs!
I can relate I guess. Not into cross dressing but a gay person attracted to chubby guys married to a woman𥺠I have been good to her taking care of her but my desire to be with a chubby man is killing me on the inside.
