One Week Today
Today makes a week since I was blocked by the person I thought I was going to spend my life with. We were both going through things and he requested a break because I started getting frustrated that we kept having to cancel plans. However, he would still message me every few days on this break so I started to get confused and in my head about it, and I snapped and said something I should have just kept to myself. He responded and blocked/deleted me on everything before I could reply. It hurt but oh well. I haven’t cried since then but I just feel numb. I guess it’s something he felt like he had to do.
My mom is also having health issues so that’s more added stress during what used to be my favorite time of year. I don’t even know if I’m making sense but I feel like writing it out helps since I don’t have many people I can confide in.
@sunnyNectarine5570
Oh noes, being abandoned by someone you were planning to spend your life with has to be the most hear shattering experience ever. It is so upsetting to hear about your experience with your ex partner, while your mother's health being so stressful too and it makes complete sense why you're feeling numb and not the most appreciative of this otherwise pretty joyful "time of the year". :(
I'm really glad you've turned to 7 cups to share and it's nice to know that writing here helps you. Certainly feels a little relieving to have some one to talk and confide in, and you deserve it too. Please do continue to write more in forums, if you prefer, or reach out to available listeners for 1-1 chats, your feelings matter and you deserve a safe space to talk about it!
Praying for your mom's good health. Sending lots of love and strength your way as you continue to navigate these challenging circumstances. You got this, and you're allowed all the time in the world, to "get" this! 💛
