depression to disbelief!
well I've never posted a thread before, and I'm not really sure what to say. But I'm a listener here and I absolutely love help people. recently, I got a personal request and I was talking to a survivor of sexual assault. I understood because I had been in her shoes. talking daily letting her know I was there for her anytime she needed me. up until yesterday and the past week, I'd been talking to her and her dad. and she was so overwhelmed, she decided to go for a drive, she was hit by a drunk driver and was in the hospital. so I'd talk to her when I can if she was able to talk. until she slipped into a coma about a week ago and the doctors needed to do something quick so she'd start to fight on her own again. well last night I got a message from her dad, from fighting though her rape and being totally overwhelmed, they tried taking her off ventilators so she'd breathe on her own. and for awhile she did, and I got the message I never wanted, she passed away! as a listener I've never heard that, and it really breaks my heart! the last thing she said was thank you for being with me and helping me through everything, hearing everything is so overwhelming and I feel as though I'm slipping away myself! after reading that message my body just went into depression mode and I'm trying to figure out where to go from here! I love helping girls find there strength, but in the middle of finding hers she lost her battle. my heart breaks and I ultimately feel lost and broken! on that note I guess I'm going to leave here for awhile.π₯ππͺπ«ππ