confused

I feel very confused about my career choices recently, i am studying psychology and as much as i love the study pf it, i can't tell if this was the wisest choise for me because the lifestyle doesn't fit the lifestyle i would maybe wanna live. i wanna get as much real life work experience under my bag but i'm not sure where to start as a second year undergrad student in india and i feel very disheartened and confused because of it. due to the pandemic, i'm unable to get real life lab experiences too. and i see many people from the field settling for academia or averagely paid clunical settings and i'm scared that will be me and i don't want that. i wanna be self sufficient financially enough to live a comfortable life by myself. since there's not much scope in india, i am aspiring to go aborad for grad school and doctorate but everuthing is so expensive and it feels like a long shot. but i'm sure if itry enough and work hard on it enough maybe i'll make it.